this is nothing

i said this is nothing. so don’t read this.

my posts are always brutally honest and i’ve always believed that there is nothing wrong with that. these are my blogs and i have the right to express my thoughts whether they are nice or evil. but recently, i have no choice but to hide a few of my posts because some of my friends already know about my online activities and i think i’m not ready to expose the most natural side of me. you know, the posts that are stupid and insane. the ones that people would call “bitchy.” Of course, I know the world won’t give a damn about what’s going on inside my mind. after all, they have better things to think of like poverty, corruption, climate change, impeachment trial, love life, Facebook, magnum ice cream, blah blah blah. but but but … i can’t let them know about my true feelings especially about what happened in the last couple of weeks!

i hate vague endings. it’s all i can say.

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Dead tired … good thing my sweet little pamangkin is here to save the day :)

Discouraged about a few things … but I feel lucky to have amazingly wonderful friends who try to encourage me about … finding love. Religion and distance don’t matter. Our hearts and soul do :)

Craving for ice cream … but the one available in here is … gasp … strawberry flavored … at least my sister gave me some of her barangay-famous chicken adobo :)

Teary-eyed … but for a positive reason. I know God is kind. Everything will be okay soon. That’s for sure …

Hate confrontations … but I’m glad I finally had the courage to talk to Ms. AL and speak from my heart. She still doesn’t get my point but I’ll pray for the best …

So these are my reflections for today Tuesday. I miss the sunshiney summer. Where is mr. sun?