Stupid

“All I can say is … feelings cannot be rationalized” – Joseph Cheng in ISWAK

That is what he said when asked why he chose XQ over HL.

HL is perfect. Pretty and smart. But she is bland. She’s boring.

On the other hand, XQ is pathetic and dumb. She’s also clumsy and her stupidity is over the top. But man, you gotta love her persistence and determination to get his attention.

She may be stupid. But at least, she’s “not that stupid” to be in a relationship with someone she doesn’t like.

She’d rather be left alone and be sad.

She’s the perfect example of a faithful lover.

In one of the episodes, she drove a pregnant woman to the hospital even if she doesn’t know how to drive.

She doesn’t have a driver’s license! Talk about stupidity at its highest level.

She could have called an ambulance. Or called a doctor. Or asked the men around to drive for them. Or called a taxi.

There are too many options but she picked the most dangerous one.

I couldn’t look at the screen when Joe was furious and yelling at her.

“Are you an idiot?! What if you killed the woman and her baby? Can you live with that?!”

Gosh. I couldn’t take it. She just cried and said she was sorry. What the … ?!

Good thing the episode has a nice ending. I thought I was going to have a heart attack!

Joe embraced her and said “thank God, you are okay.”

:)

Hey, that’s the only sad part. Most of the scenes are extremely funny.

I simply love the Taiwanese version of Itazura na Kiss.

More intense and better kisses. LOLz.

All episodes of ISWAK done.

Now, back to work!

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I’m a huge fan of Itazura na Kiss so I can’t help but compare Korean (Playful Kiss) versus Taiwanese (It Started with a Kiss) version. I think the latter is funnier and more realistic. Plus I fell in love with Joe Cheng. He’s so adorable. He reminds me of someone. They have the same eyes and eyebrows, body-built, and length of hair.

Yes, blogmates. I have a crush. After 4 years of being isolated from the male species (hahaha!), I have a crush. This time in the form of a real human being. This time, I am not in love with a virtual person, or an anime character, or a Korean actor. But this time is worse because he does not even know my name. I’m not saying that those Korean actors know me. All I’m saying is I’m stupid.

Well, I’m not in love. It’s just a crush. And my friends are not very supportive because we don’t know him at all. We don’t have common friends. He might be a criminal or worse he already has a girlfriend. That’s right, blogmates. It would be better for him to be a criminal than to be taken. LOLz. Joke.

Anyway, for the entire month of January, I’m busy trying to forget about him. What the .. ?! I’m so stupid. I went out with friends and tried my best to occupy my mind with other things like reading and watching all episodes of It Started with a Kiss.

Are you familiar with the plot? A girl is madly in love with someone who can’t like her back. For 5 years, she did everything to win his heart and almost ended up having her heart broken. Can you imagine the embarrassing moments she had to endure? It’s hilarious. I can’t bare to see some of the scenes because, blogmates, S is a woman. I feel embarrassed for her. Even if it’s just a drama.

I think that is the major difference between men and women. You can court a girl even if she doesn’t like you and yet there is still a possibility of winning her heart. But men. *Shrug* You can’t change a man’s mind. If he’s not interested then he’s not. But the girl in the story was able to do it. She won his heart … after FIVE YEARS! Haha! It’s one of the best love stories for me. Better than The Notebook and 50 First Dates. Just my opinion.

Here is something you ought to know. I asked J if it’s acceptable for a woman to court a man. She’s a modern lady who has a masteral degree in Men and Relationships. (Hahaha! I love you friend!) She said it’s dangerous. He might not reject you but might take advantage of the situation. Or, he might like you too but won’t see you as the future mother of his kids. Mmmm … that makes sense.

In a foul mood

What’s the use of a good page rank if I won’t be earning from it? The recent Google PR upgrade is useless and I waited 2 years for this crap. I want to convince myself that somehow I’m going to benefit from my PR4 but right now, it seems that the whole universe world wide web conspired so I won’t get anything from it.

I’m so annoyed. Why are things always difficult for me? Why are they always rejecting my blogs? They never run out of reasons. I should have given up on them years ago.  I have to look for other ways to monetize this blog.

On a lighter note, I thought I was late again in my Odesk deadline. So, before my boss start to preach about how important it is to meet the turn around time, I sent them an email saying something like:

- I know the report is late again. And I also know that there are no acceptable reasons so I won’t explain. I just want to let you know that the source which you have provided to me is already obsolete. -

Surprisingly, they said I did a great job and that I am actually a day ahead of due date. I forgot that MNL is 13 hours ahead of NY. So, if the articles’ due date is Sunday night, that means Monday noon. Until now, I still can’t understand how time zone works or what it means. Whatever. I’m happy because they said they are giving me a permanent job :)

But I’m still in a foul mood …

Annoyed with so many things but I am mostly annoyed at myself. I now realized that my greatest enemy is myself. I am already in a stage where I can earn $300 a week but for some reason, I’m just too lazy to finish the tasks. What’s wrong with me? I want to earn more but my body is uncooperative. I hate myself.